Today's episode is slightly unfinished but isn't that just a poetic representation of the situation itself? Don't fear, I have other episode recommendations to make it all add up.
Sitting in the backyard, we silently avoid each other’s gaze I stare around blankly, almost dazed Caught up on two dead trees, surrounded by all the greenery Was it symbolic of you and I? A buried love that we can’t accept has died While a song called Summer Love plays quietly I question if that’s all we ever were A fling of infatuation and lust With no real feelings nor communication nor trust Stupid of me to think I was ready To commit to being the reason you change It must have been an omen When the lapis lazuli fell out of the ring A sign for us to quit while we were ahead Because the ship we’re on will surely sink.
I remember sitting in my backyard watching this man crash out while I gazed past him looking at the two dead trees blocks away. They seemed to be reaching out to each other, and had they had their leaves, it most likely would resemble them holding each other.
Except their season had passed, and their time was up. It was perfectly symbolic of what was unfolding before me. This person that I invested so much time and energy into was playing in my face.
But why be sad when I can write and put in on the podcast?
As always, take what resonates and leave what doesn’t!
With love, always
Natasha K
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